February 11,

And today was NOT a snow day, unfortunately.

But if we're being honest, we all know I prefer Almost Heaven. :)

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The day went faster than planned, and it was nice.

So, laying here I realized that life does not wait around for you to figure out what your next move will be. It does not slow down, rewind, or fast foward. Life is not easy, nor is it hard. Obviously I know that if life had rewind play fast foward and stop buttons, life would not be what it was created to be. But how is it to really, truly accept life as it is. Don't we all want to have the power to create life as we plan it in our minds? To personally hold each situation in your hands, careful not to drop it, and mold it into what works for you? What if life really was what we made it? Who would be your friend, your enemy, your love?

Well, as much as many situations in my life don't often work out in a favor I prefer, I am happy to admit my life has very much so been worth living.

For every lost opportunity,

every goodbye,

more importantly every hello,

Every decision,

and all the moments I felt alive...

Thank you.

I wouldn't have chosen to live this life without you.