To A New Friend:

How did I get so suddenly blessed with someone like you? You make life more enjoyable, more fun, easier. I can suddenly rely on someone new, someone who gets me, someone who wants to get to know me too. You make me feel good about myself, you give me moments to enjoy. In a few words you're:

-refreshing.
-enjoyable.
-lovable.
-genuine.
-stunning, internally, externally.
-hilarious.
and most definitely
-caring.

Just...thank you so much for giving me something new to believe in. You're great and be prepared to know it :)
I love you.

Let's face it

You run me around in circles, and eventually I realized it. Peachy keen is all your style and there's too much going on for me to feel the same. If only you knew what thoughts go through my head, then maybe you would understand me. I am sorry for making you feel the way you do, I am. And I hope by the end, you'll understand how difficult I take things too.

I hope and pray that all these situations work themselves out.

Ps. I love my sister.

Just writing.

Every day brings a new sense of wonder.
Every day I have more and more about you to discover.
Who is to say it's the better things I see?
When you obviously don't know the better parts of me.
You seem to rush whenever things go wrong.
And when you're with other people, I feel as if I'm there to "tag along."
For the longest time, I've let the bad things just pass by.
For the longest time, there were times you'd pass, but not say hi.
You're a bigger person than me so to speak.
You've been popular since your high school career hit it's peak.
And sometimes I feel like I'm too small for someone like you.
It's not what I want to say, but it's only the truth.
Every day brings a new sense wonder.
Every day I have more and more about us to discover.

For if you don't know

I'm happy to be able to finally stick up for myself, and stick to what I know is right. I've been waiting for years to be able to do things for myself without messing everything up. But now, I'm not afraid to lose what I'm used to in order to achieve self-happiness. It's a great feeling...to feel proud of myself for once. I do care. It's something I've always done. I don't mean to do it. I don't mean to say goodbye, but it's something that can't be avoided I suppose when it comes to caring for myself.

I can't stand around and let myself be taken advantage of..by anyone or anything. It's no more.

But for if you don't know..I do care. I do.



I Finally Am!

Saying Goodbye

Saying goodbye is the hardest part
leaving the ones who know you best.
Saying goodbye is rough from the start
when you've known them forever, been put through the test.

Goodbye is no easy thing.
It's something you've never imagined.
Goodbye seems like some little fling.
Except they've helped pave your path in.

Your path is to the future, your path is to the heart.
You want to take them with you, but the future forces you apart.
Your path leads you outwards, to the new people, new places, new life.
You have to find new people, new things that are willing to carry your strife.

Saying goodbye will lead up to new "hellos".
Saying goodbye will lead us there.
Saying goodbye is a part of the process even though it seems unfair.
Saying goodbye, no one wants to do it.
Saying goodbye, why with us?
Saying goodbye, I love you and give you my trust.
Unfortunately, saying goodbye is just too much.

Dear West Virginia,

You have saved me from myself so many times. You have helped me realize many things about myself, and about others. You have convinced me that living in a big place with many people isn't always better, and it isn't always better with helping with lonliness. You have given me a chance to breathe FRESH air, with what seems like little impurities. You have showed me that my path is the best path for me and I shouldn't back down. You have given me a new view on life, and it's wonderful, beautiful natures and creations. And most importantly West Virginia, you have taught me that the simpler, more natural things in life deserve to be remembered and noticed.

For all these things, this state will always be close to my heart.

Shall I write a cute little jingle?

You have taught me to stay true.
Your green, green trees and sky so blue.
I love to go, I love to stay...
.....In West Virginia every day :D

"Baaaaaaaam"

Times- Tenth Avenue North

I don't know how, but these kids somehow wrote the greatest lyrics ever.

"I know I need you. I need to love you.
I love to see you, but its been so long.
I long to feel you. I feel this need for you.
And I need to hear you. Is that so wrong?
oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Now you pulled me near you, when we're close I fear you.
Still I'm afraid to tell you all that I've done.
Are you done forgiving? Or can you look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending what I've become.
What have I become?
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh.
I hear you say "my love is over, its underneath, its inside, its in between."
The times you doubt me, when you can't feel.
The times that you've questioned 'is this for real?'
The times you've broken, the times that you mend.
The times you hate me and the times that you bend.
Well my love is over, it's underneath, it's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you've fallen from grace.
The times you're hurting, the times that you heal.
The times you go hungry and *are tempted* to steal.
In times of confusion and chaos and pain.
I'm there in your sorrow under the weight of your shame.
I'm there through your heartache, I'm there in the storm.
My love, I will keep you by my power alone.
I don't care where you've fallen, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you. My love never ends, it never ends.
mmm, mmm
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh"


THIS is my prayer to you. I wish everyone could experience and know Him. It's been life-changing and quite empowering. Even if you don't know God, He will always be there. There's no need to be ashamed because He always knows, He always hears, He always listens. These lyrics just put it all in place.