Just writing.

Every day brings a new sense of wonder.
Every day I have more and more about you to discover.
Who is to say it's the better things I see?
When you obviously don't know the better parts of me.
You seem to rush whenever things go wrong.
And when you're with other people, I feel as if I'm there to "tag along."
For the longest time, I've let the bad things just pass by.
For the longest time, there were times you'd pass, but not say hi.
You're a bigger person than me so to speak.
You've been popular since your high school career hit it's peak.
And sometimes I feel like I'm too small for someone like you.
It's not what I want to say, but it's only the truth.
Every day brings a new sense wonder.
Every day I have more and more about us to discover.

For if you don't know

I'm happy to be able to finally stick up for myself, and stick to what I know is right. I've been waiting for years to be able to do things for myself without messing everything up. But now, I'm not afraid to lose what I'm used to in order to achieve self-happiness. It's a great feeling...to feel proud of myself for once. I do care. It's something I've always done. I don't mean to do it. I don't mean to say goodbye, but it's something that can't be avoided I suppose when it comes to caring for myself.

I can't stand around and let myself be taken advantage of..by anyone or anything. It's no more.

But for if you don't know..I do care. I do.



I Finally Am!

Saying Goodbye

Saying goodbye is the hardest part
leaving the ones who know you best.
Saying goodbye is rough from the start
when you've known them forever, been put through the test.

Goodbye is no easy thing.
It's something you've never imagined.
Goodbye seems like some little fling.
Except they've helped pave your path in.

Your path is to the future, your path is to the heart.
You want to take them with you, but the future forces you apart.
Your path leads you outwards, to the new people, new places, new life.
You have to find new people, new things that are willing to carry your strife.

Saying goodbye will lead up to new "hellos".
Saying goodbye will lead us there.
Saying goodbye is a part of the process even though it seems unfair.
Saying goodbye, no one wants to do it.
Saying goodbye, why with us?
Saying goodbye, I love you and give you my trust.
Unfortunately, saying goodbye is just too much.

Dear West Virginia,

You have saved me from myself so many times. You have helped me realize many things about myself, and about others. You have convinced me that living in a big place with many people isn't always better, and it isn't always better with helping with lonliness. You have given me a chance to breathe FRESH air, with what seems like little impurities. You have showed me that my path is the best path for me and I shouldn't back down. You have given me a new view on life, and it's wonderful, beautiful natures and creations. And most importantly West Virginia, you have taught me that the simpler, more natural things in life deserve to be remembered and noticed.

For all these things, this state will always be close to my heart.

Shall I write a cute little jingle?

You have taught me to stay true.
Your green, green trees and sky so blue.
I love to go, I love to stay...
.....In West Virginia every day :D

"Baaaaaaaam"